The first time with golden shower - am I really that submissive?

I never thought I would do THAT in front of the camera... but I really like this warm stream and that's why I dared to let 2 cocks piss on me. Before that I pissed in the shower myself, but not on a man, just on the wet shower floor. Would you like to let me piss on you? I could certainly imagine that very well...